Please don’t say it’ll be this way forever.
Rants.
1.Most people don’t get to me, but damn you get to my head. Your constant arguments, your lack of intelligence, and your meaningless chuckle after everything you say makes me want to both punch you in the face and pee on you in your sleep. You’re worthless, and nobody likes you. You’re from Michigan, and you let every single person in existence know. You constantly hit on any girl you talk to, which is quite pathetic, as you think talking about the weather, football, or wrestling is supposed to….. impress people? But your talks about the weather, oh god, the weather, every day you find a need to laugh at people who are cold even though it’s 30 god damn degrees outside. Like I mentioned, nobody cares, and by nobody I mean not a single person.
2. You were probably the person I was closest to at the beginning of last year, but not anymore. We used to talk, every day, but not anymore. Yeah, yeah, we broke up, although I still don’t even understand what I did. I guess it was your fear of commitment or something. Regardless, your existence bothers me. I don’t know what it is that bothers me, but you piss me off. I think you want to be some type of “scene chick” or something, whatever, “promoting your individuality” and whatnot, but everyone does it. You’re an intelligent person, but your desire to be artistic or whatever isn’t getting you anywhere, I see from Facebook you got a guitar, so now you can be like half of the teenage girl population! Way to go! I want to be nice, but I think i’m just giving up.
3. You’ve been in my life since… well before I was born, and you used to be so nice. I used to enjoy spending time with my mommy, but over the last few years it’s come to change. I don’t really understand what happened, but any happiness you possessed is long gone, and you have become a bitter controlling woman. You look for fights, as in a sick way, I think that is the only way it makes you happy. When I saw you limping yesterday because you dropped a candle on your foot, I really thought you deserved it. You wake me up yelling at me, proceed to fuss about cleaning up objects that YOU COULD HAVE CLEANED UP YOURSELF IN LESS TIME, and then come up with a completely illogical argument questioning actions I have making little to no sense. Speaking of little to no sense, the anger you caused me made me punch a wall which was proceeded by a flow of blood down my hand, but I won’t give you the satisfaction of knowing that. I want to get away from you, and that’s the main reason why I want to go away to college, hopefully things will get better with us by then, I really hope they do.
4. You’re part of the reason why number 3 can be so unbearable, being her mother and all. You’re a terrible person. You’re manipulative, a liar, a racist, and worst of all a complete idiot. The thing I hate most of all about you is what you’ve caused to my mother. She wouldn’t be the same person if it weren’t for your treatment of her growing up. You treated her like a dog, and you should burn for that. While I do not get along with my mother, I have an intense respect for her, which is something I will never have for you. You have the maturity of a five year old girl, and your emotions sway with the wind. I don’t know what it is about you touching me either, but that is not only disturbing and inappropriate, but should be illegal. NO SENIOR CITIZEN SHOULD GRAB A TEENAGE BOY ON THE ASS. It’s creepy. You’re incredibly cheap, what with all my parents give for you and in return you don’t reciprocate. You’re unappreciative, too. Whenever you receive any help from us, there’s not even a simple “thank you” but the request of some other labor. It’s awful.
Enough Ranting though, I’m spent for the day.
